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hey there ppl..
erm..long tym no blogging...haix..got so many happenings tat i cant describe yet...but den i guess most of you would have noe sumting abt one of the happenings frm jannah's blog...haix..wat cn i sae??..nvm..but so far has i hv compromise wit them/jannah...erm..at first was clueless cz realli donoe wat was happening...den faz was lyk saeing she wanna see me after sch...i asked whether she would b alone,(after a while)she sae tat mayb jannah and marzura would b there....erm..was lyk tinking wth happen again...and was asking myself wat did i do wrong again to them...and after sch came...ridhwan and din was tryin 2 made me nt 2 go....sae tat it was lyk a waste of tym and blah blah...and im glad tt i turn up cz i managed to clear sumting though...but den, din's and hafiz's name gt involved..haix...did'nt meant to..but...i donoe how to describe..its lyk sedang kn mcm gini je i voiced out my thoughts and my mind was lyk screaming to tell the truth..they lyk misinterpreted it...its not tat im blaming them..im really am not...however i jz feel its better tat i better keep sumtings on my own..its also better for them to nt 2 noe...so far wat cn i sae tat is watever between us is okae oready..confirm tis wit jannah oready...and on tt dae marzura apologised to me in msn..i also apologised..i jz hope tt it will b a new beginning for us..not meaning tt we cn b frenz again..jz tt at least, i hope there is no grudge..erm..so far tat is all...

inside me there is tis fear...im scared tat i'll b alone again...tata the 3 of us will drift apart..wats wit our studies and stuff...den,gt one point of atym tat i did feel i was alone though im wit them all along..i really treasure our frenship..i miz u all so much..take care guys..hope tat we'll b back to normal...

well,guess tat things r getting better...but den tis week i realli slack siah...donoe y..but its lyk too much on my mind...im not doing my hw and stuff all tat...haiz...kies den..tata...buh-byez..