oh my. i donoe whether i shld feel this way. but wth lahh. i dont really like werking at PW. seriously. its like u have to adapt fast. and get it gg. damn. i feel rotten. i miss JJ. like seriously. PW is only because of the food. ohwells. lucky me. get to be fetched by someone. hee. at least i dont feel rotten rotten. you noe wat i mean? haha. had fun gg ard PW in circles. gv in to temptation to eat pretzels. hee. oh. now i know it,i want the victoria secret body spray can?? *hinthint* hahaha. XP we were laughing our way home. hee-haww. haha

ohwells. sometyms i do think whether im being a good friend. a good partner at work. a good girlfriend. a good daughter. a good sister. a good cousin. a good niece. i really wonder. really. had i been doing a good job of being one? do i suck at it? ohwells. tell me if im not. i just feel guilty sometyms that im not there for them when they really in nid of someone. wat is this? i do care people. maybe its just that i dont show. doesnt mean im not spending time,im not with u guys anymore. its not sombong. its not that i dont love you guys anymore. i still do. and i will always remember you guys. and wat u did for me. really.

To Syarul; i know im not really there for you. maybe its just that time playing a dirty trick on us. really. i donoe. but rmb,im just a phone call away. i miss those tym where we wld just simply plant ourself out of nowhr and walk ard aimlessly. i miss those tym when we wld talk on the phone for hours. like really long hours. beat that ppl. and i think we`re the only one who treat SMS like long messages system. those tym we went crazy. i still rmb what u said when u planned that surprised birthday party. for me and u,its just the tym spent together for friends. and we dont nid that big kinda events. we make things happen,dont we? ohwells. looks like a emo post. lols. take care babe.

To Halimah: yesterday was great. oh wait. i think its yesterday yesterday. lols. we shld really make that shared blog of ours updated. u made it dead okayy. haha. and i miss talking to you. one day we shld meet up after sch and hang out somewhr. like really. we had enuff of friends dont we? no offence. i meant it in a good way ppl. ohh. i just felt that u were just simply updating abt ur part. mine not yet. or is it simply i just dont wanna share? haish. ohwells. its kinda hard now. alot of things going through. and dont know whr to begin with. update again yea.

To Mumsy: i noe you dont really read this but i just wanna share with the world that im proud to have you as my mum. i just simply love you to bits. and i`ll try to make myself free at hm frm now okayy? love you. MMMUUAACCKS!lols

To Surya: alot of things hapen. really alot. and i guessed its hard to put it into words.its been so long. and i miss you. the times you`ll gv me that look when im crapping or teasing you.oh my. im really harsh when it comes to my sister. and why must it so happen to be with you? i miss you dude. im just hoping that things havent change a thing abt our friendship. but i guess im just having false hope am i? ohwells. remember. im just a phone call away.

To Arif,Wan,Rizal,Iskandar,Alif ,Hafiz& Din: oh my. time does fly uuh? how long have it been from our usual lepak moments at alj mcd every friday night? i miss it guys. im not being sombong. just that sometyms im really busy. like to the neck kind. aiyahh. those were the time we had laughing and screaming ard. Tunangku Wan, u jgn nk maen curang ehh. bile nk asmaradana lagi? lols. i sayng u tau. sayang i tak? wahaha. bile nk p shopping nie? XP. Arif,youre the one that really made an impact in my life. like seriously. youre the only one i noe that would be neutral on both sides. i will always remember those time when u were there for me. there as in to make me realise my mistake and to wake me up and face reality. no doubt u were harsh with me. but ure just being a friend. and i love you for being just that. i only thinks that u nid to go to a sch whr it teaches you to be a good boyfriend. HAHA. Din,where are you? i miss you like giler babs lahh.

To Zahrina & Nat: Myy. we`ve known each other for quite a short time and we`re so close. i just hope we`ll stay that way and nobody would be interrupting our little conversation. or simply trying to tag around us. and Zahrina,i hope u`ll just be happy kayy? i understand that sometimes this kind of issues,its hard to even trust our close ones. really. i do that sometyms. as long as u let it go,it wouldnt be that bad. just remember,im just a call or a beep away. and i hope you`ll just be okay and everything`s alright. Nat. ure the No. 1 devil among us. lols. and watever happens,you can still count on me. lols. and i hate Nat when she wants her questions answered. like straightaway nye uhh. she can steal away ur food and drinks uhh. and i want my pastamania treat uhh. wahahas. when is our next little discussion time? (:

okayy people. this is not an emo post okayy. its just appreaciating those little ones out there whom i love many many! (: